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Box of mystery.

8/19/2015

I think masculinity is bravado against the mystery of the universe of women. It's just a fear of not knowing what women have that's so powerful. It's this shield they put up to try to get closer.

K. D. Lang

A woman I have never met, whose face (in entirety) I have never seen, who lives in a place I have never traveled to, just sent me a box.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. From the post Box of mystery. www.amymeissner.com/blog/box-of-mystery

When she contacted me to ask if she could do such a thing, I told her, "No anthrax. No firebombs."

She sent pointy vintage brassieres instead.

And a pair of stockings with seams up the back and the cardboard tag still fastened.

Textiles with the scent of storage and story and life.

And mystery.
My girl and I, we opened the box. Tried some things on.

Of course, the 9-year-old boys spied on us through the window.
And were caught.

This glimpse of what's to come is nothing any boy could understand, whether or not he sees it with his own eyes. It is the mystery of womanhood and of women -- past, present, future -- of their bodies and lives, their ideals of beauty and hopes, their attempts to save the very best for some occasion that never comes. Tags still intact.

It may have been one of the purest moments I have ever spent with my girl.

I don't know what I will do with these items. Maybe something, maybe nothing. But when my child tests me and pushes me and fights me and when we hurt each other unintentionally, I will conjure this afternoon -- the day before first grade -- and open the box again. I will not be authority in that moment, she will not be tyrant. Our teeth will not be bared. We'll stop saving the best of each other for some special time and instead, be our best right then. Neither one of us will wield power; to move toward the unknown with another person is the ultimate equalizer.

So, thank you, dear friend from far away. I know you thought you were sending items to a person who may find them useful. And I may. But the greater gift for me was an Alaskan afternoon in the waning days of summer, answering questions, asking questions and holding time in my hands before it skips away.

If any of you are on Pinterest, this is where I "met" Lee Ann Walker, the woman who sent this box of mystery. I mention it here because if you are interested in textile art, not only is she a talented creator, but she has one of the most curated sets of Pinterest boards I've ever seen, all organized by textile artist. It's an amazing resource.

She, however, probably doesn't have anymore pointy bras to spare. So don't ask her about those.

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8/9/2015

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In the deep well of series work.

8/6/2015

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"The most important benefit of working in a series is that it helps you learn how to work from your own ideas and discover your own unique voice [...] Become aware of the the work that excites you, intrigues you, and makes you back to look at it again. This is the kind of work you should be making."

Elizabeth Barton, Visual Guide to Working in a Series: Next Steps in Inspired Design

If you've considered working in a visual series but aren't sure where to begin, you may want to take a look at Elizabeth Barton's book. Especially if the last series pieces you did were those enormous watercolor nudes in undergrad with the nipples that look strangely like bowler hats, which are a bit too graphic to hang on the wall now that you have small children (note that I am not including a photograph, this is a family blog here, people), and/or also, you feel perhaps like you've forgotten how to create anything in a series other than macaroni and cheese dinner out of a box.

A few months ago, I answered an interview question about one of the three series that I'm engaged in called Girl Story. I'm republishing it here since I'm thinking a lot about this series right now. I've got the fourth Girl Story on the wall and the 5th is waiting in the wings, with perhaps a 6th elbowing her out of the way back there behind the velvet curtain. If I don't attend to these ladies soon, somebody's going to get an eye poked or launched off the stage into the mosh pit.

But maybe that's a good thing.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. Girl Story #2, detail. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

This is question #4 from Kari Lorenson's interview at Knotwe: The Hub for Fiber, Textiles, Surface Design:

"Girl Story seems like a turning point in your work. When I look at Girl Story, it broaches a subject matter that is not talked about in the public sphere but it is an experience of womanhood. Quilts are interesting forms for art because of their multi-faceted history in the domestic/ private sphere to a unique history almost entirely dominated by women. The history as a social document is a rich history as well and there are many aspects about the quilt as an object that are interesting to explore. Did this piece have an impact on how your process and where your work is now?"

Amy Meissner, textile artist. Spontaneous Combustion. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

"Spontaneous Combustion" (54 x 77), 2013.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. Girl Story. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

"Girl Story" (22.5 x 37.5), 2014.

Girl Story, like Spontaneous Combustion, wasn’t so much a turning point as a direct response to where I am as a woman and a mother. If Spontaneous Combustion was the question my son asked repeatedly when he was four and my response to postpartum anxiety and the domestic role in general, then Girl Story and Girl Story #2 are the questions waiting to be asked by my daughter and my internal struggle with how to present a normal life process in a way that honors how menarche could be for her, while still acknowledging how it was for me, my mother, her mother, etc.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. Girl Story #2. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

"Girl Story #2" (35.25 x 35.25), 2014.

Girl Story #3 veers slightly, and came about when I was working on the Reliquary Series. I began the piece assuming it was a Reliquary, but deep into it realized that it was my response to a loved one’s addiction and her inability to be a mother for her three children for a time. It was another Girl Story, another struggle related to womanhood made all the more painful by the fact that for all of us with children there are many moments — some of them fleeting — when we just check out and become unavailable. I think it’s a series I’ll work on for years. My role is evolving, so my work naturally will. This is a deep, deep well.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

Work in progress, "Girl Story #3," 2015.

The fact that these pieces are “quilts” is important to the emotional quality of the work. We approach quilts and embroidery with a certain set of expectations and aren’t necessarily prepared to see embroidered menstrual blood on doilies or hear frightening questions from children. I don’t do this for shock value — I find shock value flaccid and annoying — I do this because they are living questions for me and therefore have value. If they are shocking, that’s secondary and something brought to the piece by the viewer’s own life experience.

Amy Meissner, textile artist. Girl Story #3. From the post In the deep well of series work. www.amymeissner.com/blog/in-the-deep-well-of-series-work

"Girl Story #3 (26 x 26), 2015.

Work in progress.

Work on hold.

Are you working in a series? Have thoughts about this process? We'd love to hear them shared here, so leave a comment. We're all about learning from others around this place.

Also, if you'd like to read more about the Girl Story Series, check out the previous posts "A history of pretty" and "Write a letter to your mother."

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Box of mystery.

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